>he has friends and gf
There is no week passing without multiple bad news for me, big or small.
- I get sick
- friend gets sick
- friend has to quarantine
- parents get covid
- I get sick again
- gf breaks up with me
- friend moves away
- friend gets covid
- other friend moves away
- friend breaks up with bf
...I don't even have a lot of friends and family, yet all they produce is bad news these days. Whenever I feel like catching up, there is just nothing happy to tell. It's very exhausting.
I don't have a gf anymore and the friends I have are moving away or can't meet me all the time for different reasons. I have tried four times to invite them for a card game evening with pizza and failed every time.
I know some of these things aren't big deals. But I'm depressed already and have nothing else going on in my life. When I check my phone after waking up at 11am, there are usually bad news like this.
