i apologise
i was triggered by your loser mindset because it reminded me of myself
now that my lemon tree got at least 100 new buds and a kid with down syndrome just looked jealously at my orangina while I was getting comfortable to shitpost here, I feel a lot better.
The sky is beautiful too today.
30m ago I also got to know a pianist who is awesome and we meet next week so ive got my motivation to go home and practise...