You mind is weak.

t. NEET

You need to write diary. Write in diary how you feel when you work, frustration and all

 

same about when you unemployed. that way you could compare and come to brain-full informed decision

i keep a diary for 6 years now, sometimes i write there daily, sometimes once in monthes

So, what have you been doing almost a year?

 

i got unlucky and my year out of work happened to be in winter time, so i spent most of the time at home, talking to chat bots. The most useless time spent.

NEET is the best, sometimes when I feel sad I remember at least I am not at work and am grateful for what I have. It's the little things in life, like being sonbasket.

i tried to socialize and made an irl friend, got bachelor degree, traveled a bit, fixed my teeth.

i want a job. i have nothing else to do, sometimes i visit my parents just to do something in their garden.

huh? where do you live, on neptune?

its not bad time spent or so it seems. But i suppose any money reserves will be spent without working. I had some stash of money that i run through on my unemployed time

 

anything not summer is winter. I don't consider spring or autumn as something legit

feels had

went back to work, its a struggle, but at least it's interesting