Okay, lately shits getting too much for me. It all started when my friend came out as trans a year ago and since then I see more and more fucking surreal stuff:
Music artist I listen to? -Tranny
YouTuber that I watch? - she/her on Twitter
THE FUCKING SUPER MARIO BROTHERS IN REAL LIFE KID? TRANS NOW
Every time I see a genuinely good person succumbing to this, it breaks my fucking heart. Lonely guys that never got any pussy. Worst of all, I fit all the criteria too. Virgin, body dysphoria, submissive mind. Will I be next?
I don't want it, Bernd. I want to have a healthy family. Why is this world so FUCKED UP
Fuck
The worst thing about all of this is that I'm at this age when I'm supposed to be the most attractive and from here onwards I will only get more OLD.
I feel so helpless, I hate it. I hate being like this. I can't even share this among my friends since I won't ever want them to think about me being a stupid degenerate.
this vvv
You're not trans, you're just a fuckup. If you want to be more of a fuckup go on twitter and tell them you have all of the all the mental illness and make a TikTok vid declaring your pronouns. If you want to be less of a fuckup confront yourself, accept the things you cannot change, change the things you can and seek the wisdom to know the difference.
t:knower
Most importantly Read "a liberated mind" (Освобожденный разум) by Stephen Hayes. Trust me, it is worth it. It is very helpful for all intrusive thoughts. If you can't afford it, pirate it of libgen or wherever Russians pirate their books.
Also, start going to church and pray that you will not be led into temptation.
90% of weird sexual fetishes come from a deep seated self-hatred that you need to resolve.
Stop watching porn or anything that might encourage to think that what you have is normal.
>Worst of all, I fit all the criteria too. Virgin, body dysphoria, submissive mind. Will I be next?
What's interesting is that modern MtF trannies are actually STEM dudes who are into obscure autistic hobbies. You'd expect outgoing extroverts lusting for a dose of internet celebrity status, but no, nowadays it's mostly introverted guys on the spectrum. So unless you speedrun Sonic, use Linux and make mods for Minecraft you don't fit all the criteria and will be safe.
уфф бля
Got up. Damn I need to start falling to sleep more quickly. Staying alone with my thoughts makes me go coo-coo.
none of my spb friends are trans nor gay
I'll check it out, thanks.
>unless you speedrun Sonic
uhhhhh
>go on twitter and tell them you have all of the all the mental illness and make a TikTok vid declaring your pronouns
Not my style. I'm way too cool for that. Thanks for the kind words.
Getting my tea now. I missed you Bernd, not gonna lie.
