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GermanyWe gotta talk berndBernd2021-03-25 16:37:36 · 5yNo. 112665reply
Do you consume drugs? Which ones? How often/regularly? Do you have an6 problem with consuming?
 
After the last few years of being polytoxic and about 15 years of cannabis usage (half of my life) I'm sober from THC for over a year. No amphetamines for almost one and a half year, no coke for about 6 months and I haven't drunk alcohol since beginning of January.
 
Nothing in my life got anyhow better due to being sober. It feels like I lost my identity and the little bit of fun I had doing these things in the end. On the one hand I didn't like my high life in the end, it wasnt really fun, just an expensive habit that made things...less boring.
On the other hand I'm not sure why I haven't relapsed and don't really feel like doing it even though it obviously wouldn't change anything. , I can't say becoming sober was worth it. I got sold a lie by professionals and a supposedly 'easy' way out to reach a fulfilling life.
 
How can normies cope and bear their dull, sober life? Why do I think that everything those people strife for in life is just mindless, dull entertainment I can't be bothered with.
GermanyBernd2021-03-25 17:29:50 · 5yNo. 112666reply
>Do you consume drugs?
Yes
 
>Which ones?
Psilocybin mushrooms, LSD, cannabis
 
>How often/regularly?
Most of my life I spend sober, i'm pretty busy with studying a language and doing private coding projects so most of the time I want to have a clear mind.
 
I trip hard on psychedelics once every 2 or 3 months, when I grow mushrooms I do it more often but usually I just take LSD because it is easier to get, even though I prefer the mushroom high. Pic related is my personal tip for psilocybin consume :3 They taste like champignons, just a bit less flavour.
 
I smoke or eat cannabis with my friends about once a month, a bit more often in summer when we spend a lot of times outside doing BBQ. I like the effect of cannabis, but I get a really strong hangover from it, so I would never smoke it alone.
 
I drink a glass of beer or good apple cider around once a year, but apart from that I don't drink alcohol.
 
>Do you have any problem with consuming?
No.
 
But I can say that I am afraid of drugs like amphetamines or cocaine, I don't want to risk my health.
I don't know a lot about cocaine, but I do know a person very well who was addicted to amphetamines and it is nothing I will ever try probably, I'm a real pussy when it comes to things like that.
 
 
>How can normies cope and bear their dull, sober life?
They keep telling themselves that they do not need drugs to be happy, meanwhile they keep getting drunk on their parties.
I also do not need pizza to be happy, but with pizza my life is a lot better.
And I also didn't need my Nintendo DS to have a nice childhood, but with it, it was a lot more fun.
 
This standard, snobby reply of "I don't need X to be happy" to the question of drug usage almost triggers me, as it implies that people only use drugs because they are unhappy without it.
MexicoBernd2021-03-25 17:33:11 · 5yNo. 112667reply
Life is not supposed to be dull. From a hedonistic perspective you should try to maximize pleasure. The downside of drugs to accomplish that is the diminishing returns on pleasure they give you and the impossibility of exploring other avenues of pleasure while on them, they're a local valley (sometimes more like a pit) towards what some might consider the road to happiness. Note that most other ways to experience pleasure also have diminishing returns, only they're less of a pitfall. Everyone does something different to feel happy and everyone gets jaded. Also junkies are rather annoying
GermanyBernd2021-03-25 17:33:55 · 5yNo. 112668reply
By the way, did you ever try psychedelics? Did you like them?
They are my absolute favourite drugs.
 
Last time I tripped on LSD, I remember walking through an avenue, and the trees to the left and right would start spinning quickly like these brushes in the car washing places at gas stations xD
NetherlandsBernd2021-03-25 18:00:16 · 5yNo. 112675reply
Shrooms once,shit was so cash
GermanyBernd2021-03-25 18:51:33 · 5yNo. 112678reply
I have never ever been intoxicated
GermanyBernd2021-03-25 20:28:14 · 5yNo. 112684reply
>By the way, did you ever try psychedelics? Did you like them?
I did try psychedelics like 10 years ago. Only a few times though. My first LSD trip was fun at the beginning then not so much. I think the last time I took shrooms was when I was about 22. I had mostly good times on psychedelics, but somehow they never played a big part in my life. It was mostly various uppers and a lot of weed. p So I never became a experienced psychonaut.
 
Nowadays I feel too "mentally damaged" (former F20.0 and general drug induced psychosis) to try them again (and definitely not without a stash of benzos to end a bad trip in case, but I also was hooked on Alprazolam for some time, so maybe I shouldn't do that either) without worry. Don't wanna end up in the loony bin again. :3
GermanyBernd2021-03-25 20:29:34 · 5yNo. 112685reply
Are you just not interested or is it more of a not knowing where to get stuff and/or whom to take it with? Not even alcohol?
GermanyBernd2021-03-25 20:32:02 · 5yNo. 112686reply
I feel I have irreparably fucked my dopamine system forever. Anhedonia is bitch.
MexicoBernd2021-03-25 20:35:59 · 5yNo. 112687reply
Wow that's horrible. But the brain is very plastic. There should be some treatment that at least partially might help. I'll add it to the cons column of drugs
GermanyBernd2021-03-25 20:42:14 · 5yNo. 112689reply
Legalize psychedelics so I can test them in a safe and sane environment.
SloveniaBernd2021-03-25 21:09:01 · 5yNo. 112690reply
>Do you consume drugs?
yes
 
>Which ones? How often/regularly? Do you have an6 problem with consuming?
regularly (in this order): L-theanine/caffeine (tea, but also use theanine supplement for megadosing), alcohol (brew my own beer, occasionally also cider, thinking of trying mead as well)
occasionally: weed (smoke socially, never got it just for myself), nutmeg (prefer over weed when alone bc lasts waaayyy longer, kinda like its vibes for some reason, but also gets you more fucked up physically - thirst is bad and hangover is bad), amanita (when I pick it in the forest :DDDD fug)
I've also done salvia divinorum (friend had a plant so we tried it) and shrooms before. I've been trying to find shrooms outside (I try to adhere to the principle of only taking what I grow or forage (or synthesise? I guess that'd also work) myself) last summer but no avail. Maybe I should just order spores and start growing?
I've also just started growing peyotes. I already have access to a couple but I really don't want to eat those, they're supposed to be ornamental and are probably also full of pesticides lol, guess I'll have to wait a couple years for mine to grow
 
>How can normies cope and bear their dull, sober life?
they dont :DDDDDD
GermanyDuhu, Beeernd:Bernd2021-03-25 21:24:53 · 5yNo. 112693reply
1CP-LSD is still legal until July 25th or so this year in Germany, I at least don't feel a difference compared to real acid, maybe it lasts a bit shprter but that's it.
 
Go buy some blotters until it is too late!
GermanyBernd2021-03-25 22:00:55 · 5yNo. 112696reply
no drugs ever been offered to me.
except alcohol, which makes me have an headache long before drunkenness.
GermanyBernd2021-03-25 22:12:48 · 5yNo. 112697reply
how do you consume nutmeg?
GreeceBernd2021-03-25 22:37:19 · 5yNo. 112698reply
Been there done that but at some age drugs became boring tbh.
SloveniaBernd2021-03-26 00:30:09 · 5yNo. 112705reply
I grind them down then drink with tea
AustraliaBernd2021-03-26 00:40:59 · 5yNo. 112706reply
I wish drugs were more commonly accepted in our society, so that we could encourage people to take them in a more responsible manner.
New ZealandBernd2021-03-26 01:21:06 · 5yNo. 112711reply
I stopped marijuanas since october of last year. Only caffeine and nicotine enters my body through all sorts of manners known and unknown. ; do miss cbd and would strictly consume cbd if it was readily available in a cheap stream.
United StatesBernd2021-03-27 04:31:05 · 5yNo. 112769reply
Lmao why would you quit weed and to anyone who needs to try psychedelics nobody says you have to take a large amount
United StatesBernd2021-03-27 04:31:20 · 5yNo. 112770reply
Degenerate spotted
United StatesBernd2021-03-27 04:34:22 · 5yNo. 112771reply
No because the only good drugs are life savers cannabis and psychedelics
Nobody needs to do heroin cocaine or meth except for addicts
FinlandBernd2021-03-27 14:25:38 · 5yNo. 112795reply
NetherlandsBernd2021-03-27 14:55:10 · 5yNo. 112798reply
Yes, cocaine is bad.
GermanyBernd2021-03-27 14:58:40 · 5yNo. 112799reply
then why do so many rich people in frankfurt do it?
it seems to be a drug for successful people
 
I've never tried anything else than psychedelics and cannabis and I'm not sure if I ever will, but I really do wonder how it is to be on cocain or amphetamines.
 
GermanyBernd2021-03-27 15:16:24 · 5yNo. 112804reply
Rich and succesful people aren't necessarily smart.
United StatesBernd2021-03-27 17:36:55 · 5yNo. 112814reply
Just because other people do it doesnt validate it as a reason to exist
People lie cheat and steal too, cocaine is a terrible soul splitting addiction
SloveniaBernd2021-03-27 22:05:51 · 5yNo. 112846reply
Cocaine is literally better than caffeine though.
 
They both stimulate in about the same way (and actually interact with each other if taken together) – raise adrenaline, noradrenaline, catecholamines, cause a massive dopamine spike.
However, comparing lethal dose: caffeine can be lethal at about 8-10g for an adult person, while cocaine is lethal at about 2g. But cocaine is more than 5 times as potent as caffeine, which gives cocaine a much wider range of safe use than caffeine has.
NetherlandsBernd2021-03-27 22:11:10 · 5yNo. 112848reply
And what exactly does it mean to be successful ? More often than not it means you just lucky or you dad was rich and nothing more. Except if you believe the bullshit propaganda...
 
 
I think you forget about addiction though...
SloveniaBernd2021-03-27 22:43:36 · 5yNo. 112851reply
Ever talked to anyone who's addicted to caffeine? There's an entire section of normie memes dedicated to joking about how many coffees they need to drink in the morning to start functioning. And caffeine withdrawal is basically one horrible migraine for a week or more, paired with constipation and depression. And that's from the modest doses you can ingest with coffee – if you dared to go as high as cocaine users regularly go, shit's much worse.
United StatesBernd2021-03-27 22:54:05 · 5yNo. 112852reply
It’s not just the pure addiction that’s so horrible, it’s your heart that is most affected
 
Cocaine only seems like a rich person’s drug because you have to be rich to afford the shit. Caffeine makes you tired later.
NetherlandsBernd2021-03-27 23:11:39 · 5yNo. 112856reply
Are you trolling me? I am talking about cocaine...
New ZealandBernd2021-03-28 02:07:01 · 5yNo. 112868reply
I regretfully inform you of your mistake, my friend. I'm hooked to vaping but I'm no longer a fiend under weed's paranoiac grasp.
United StatesBernd2021-03-28 03:30:33 · 5yNo. 112877reply
But that’s just you not being able to handle weed and secondly you needing to be high so much you make yourself paranoid of it
I literally have so much weed and i don’t smoke all the time, it’s a crutch. Like all “recreational” drugs. If you can call them that.
New ZealandBernd2021-03-28 03:53:30 · 5yNo. 112881reply
You're right about my inability to accept weed and its clear the obscenely high thc strains floating around the nz market are incompatible with my mental facilities. It would be foolish to absorb anymore paranoia and paying too much coin to self inflict that damage that will lead to psychosis.
Now if there were cbd dominant strains, then I could say weed wouldn't be an issue to ingest, however that's out of grasp at the moment with my feeble connections.
I'm pleased you're able to control its effects but we're not all built the same. So I will continue fellating my vape and rimming my cups of coffee in peace.
SloveniaBernd2021-03-28 11:12:59 · 5yNo. 112887reply
Yes, and I'm telling you that cocaine addiction is no worse than caffeine addiction.
GreeceBernd2021-03-28 11:18:13 · 5yNo. 112889reply
You are stupid then. Sorry 💕
AustriaBernd2021-03-29 10:00:04 · 5yNo. 112958reply
Yes, I'm an avid user of psychedelics, even if I don't do them as often lately. Would recommend them to everyone, even though people should really start out with a tiny bit. Heck, microdosing is great anyhow.
 
But the real winner is Salvia. I have so much goddamn respect for that plant even though it means well and only reflects my own problems. Sadly I'm in a situation right now where taking salvia is inevitably tied to stress/anxiety and I can't comfortably take it, but boy do I long for the days where it will be possible again.
 
And to those of you who really like psychedelics for there therapeutic/enlightening aspect: DMT is a shortcut for that. All the connections that Shrooms/LSD show in a screensaver lava lamp like stream over some hours - DMT hammer them into your brain in 30 seconds. Then you spend 10 minutes so thoroughly un-confused yet detached that you have to slowly piece together what it means to live your life. And that's it. You're all straightened out.
 
Fucking do DMT all you lovers of psy.
 
It even goes hand in hand with Salvia, although they seem to be both sides of a coin. They help you to understand the other one.
 
Oh god I love DMT but it tastes like ass.
GermanyBernd2021-03-29 10:21:08 · 5yNo. 112959reply
I wish I could try DMT one day, I don't know how to get it.
 
GermanyBernd2021-03-29 10:23:54 · 5yNo. 112960reply
Darknetmarkets not an option?
AustriaBernd2021-03-29 10:44:31 · 5yNo. 112962reply
You can extract it pretty easily as long as you have Ätznatron and (I think it was)Waschbenzin, and the root is readily available, even finely powdered which is great.
GermanyBernd2021-03-29 11:35:43 · 5yNo. 112964reply
I'm afraid of ordering from the darknet because idk how all this bitcoin buying works and I will have to leave my address there so it feels like there is a 100% chance for me to get scammed.
 
I also suck in chemistry ;_;
>Waschbenzin
sounds super unhealthy to smoke
 
 
I think will wait until I find someone who sells it to me irl
SloveniaBernd2021-03-29 11:52:11 · 5yNo. 112965reply
get diethyl ether then, chemist instinct tells me it will work just as well
GermanyBernd2021-03-29 12:59:06 · 5yNo. 112966reply
You shouldn't be afraid. I ordered under my real address for about 4 years. I left a lot of money there and not one time I got ripped off (in terms of no package at all, additionally)
New ZealandBernd2021-03-30 03:34:01 · 5yNo. 113008reply
>muh bitcorns
It's xmr now, gramps.
NetherlandsBernd2021-03-30 10:19:40 · 5yNo. 113020reply
How does it make you feel knowing that I was mining whole blocks of xmr from day one?
New ZealandBernd2021-03-30 13:44:55 · 5yNo. 113024reply
Feels good man.
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