I see how this might be considered funny but please dont mock me. I am still heterosexual. Doing something like what you describe make my belly feels like there are butterflies.

That's called being nervous, OP. I believe that you're not a true fag in disguise but saying that your heart flutters at the thought of sucking cock doesn't really help your case.

You can't be sure of your sexuality until you've gleaned his cock.

But is it really bad if I only think about it?

 

Do you think that one time makes you homosexual?

I don't think that platonic love should be mistaken for sexual love.

Being friends and going fishing is different from licking his asshole.

Then again I can't stop thinking about him

I've ran out of fucks to give. You sound like a homo. That's really pathetic. Die of AIDS.

Imagine being this schizo, talking to yourself on the internet because you can't accept being a fag

No I don't believe you'll find your answer after swallowing the swelling in his nuts, but you could try anal sex after having his salad tossed. I encourage you to use condoms as well.

You sound like you know what you are talking about from personal experience

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