Bernd
2022-01-27 14:26:25 ⋅ 2y
No. 133513
But the fact is that nothing can halt the ever-increasing recurrence of those moments when your total isolation, the sensation of an all-consuming emptiness, the foreboding that your existence is nearing a painful and definitive end all combine to plunge you into a state of real suffering.
Bernd
2022-01-27 16:24:33 ⋅ 2y
No. 133516
it won't painful and that is not suffering
Bernd
2022-01-27 21:21:02 ⋅ 2y
No. 133559
Just lift, bro! But don't be a fool, don't expect to become strong, don't expect to become beautiful, instead, lift to make a space for pain and suffering in your life, then you may have less pain and suffering in the other parts of your life.
Bernd
2022-01-28 10:43:33 ⋅ 2y
No. 133616
>>133559
Become strong and beautiful, Bernd.
Bernd
2022-01-28 12:15:10 ⋅ 2y
No. 133639
>>133513
less sun less serotonin more depression
Bernd
2022-01-28 12:15:32 ⋅ 2y
No. 133640
Thank dog i was blessed with a rich internal world and certain level of detachment to the outer one.
Sometimes i go for months not speaking to anyone IRL and i feel just fine. Internet offers me all the socialization i need.
One downside is that whenever i once a few months go talk to my shrink, and i haven't actually spoken to anyone in months a single word, it's actually quite startling how difficult it is to form thoughts to words; i just become this stuttering retard who's incapable of forming sentences with more than 3 words.